I couldn't feel it through the pain
of loosing my love and my best friend.
I couldn't see it through the rain
of the streaming tears. Will they never end?
I couldn't stand the taste, bitter and sour
rotting out my very soul on every lick.
I couldn't hear it, the bell tolling the final hour
of this wretched existence, tick tock tick.
I couldn't sense it in the wind
that blows on, destroying all in it's course.
I couldn't accept that I would never mend
nothing could fix it, no use to use force.
I missed it somewhere along the way
what you lost, on whatever day that was,
when I stopped caring, quit the fray,
destroyed a precious thing called love.
No matter how much I get burned
I never can quite seem to learn
Thank you for a lesson learned one more time.
Maybe this once, I will keep it in mind.
Written 11/25/00 AC