Poignant moments in time
etched so vividly in my mind,
the first kiss we shared,
when you dug your hands in my hair,
watching Armageddon after our first fight.
making love throughout the night.
On that back road, on the hood of the car,
I swear that night, I touched a star.
When I had to put Sniffy to sleep,
you stayed by my side and let me grieve.
The incentive you gave me to take my pills,
sweetly done, especially the last time I was ill.
Crying on your shoulder, how many times
did we have to pay for all of those crimes,
that those other people commited with their lies?
Hurting us, trying to break us, forcing goodbyes.
Football and hockey, DAoC, CS and EQ,
gods how I miss doing all that with you.
I memorized the features of your face,
I remember the way that you taste.
The little details are what helps me through this,
the torture of hell and the residual bliss,
rebuilding what we share, love and trust
I hate the wait, but I know that we must.
