You made me care
then you shoved me away
You want to pretend
that indifference is okay
You say I don't know you,
did you ever think
to maybe let me in?
To let me be your strength?
How can I know you?
You keep me at arms length.
You're not saying that you do
but both of us know it.
I miss you more everyday.
Each day another piece of me dies.
I gave you my heart,
now I am the one that cries.
What you said yesterday
ripped my heart in two.
You are the one that wants
me to give up on you.
I refuse to give up.
I refuse to quit.
So you can either tell me to fuck off
or we can get back in it.
After all that we shared,
I cannot just be a friend,
If you cannot handle that,
then this, you will need to end.
Written 11/14/00 AC